Its been months since i've done any actual journals, but for the most part of them, they weren't any real interest, however, there are a few things i wish to share and talk about because its been under my mind for quite sometime. I can admit that i've made mistakes, i can admit that i haven't made any great choices in the past, but i've never on my life ever intend harm on other people, i can be upset for the right or wrong reasons just like anyone else, but does it excuse me to do bad things under these reasons? No, if i make a mistake even if its unintentional, it is up to me to fix and avoid it in the future and if there are cases where it can be forgiven and there are cases where you must make amends to help yourself as well, what feels shameful is when people drive you to emotional anger that you stop thinking logical if your as emotional as me. So i've had clashes with a few people in the past and most of them were just as my blame as it was theirs, though of course some of